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yeah that's totally the best title let's run with that.

haha okay I'm obviously really sorry I have been so inactive here. Like wow. I have some excuses tho and that's why this journal is gonna be a bit personal maybe. sorry

Basically I got hit pretty hard with depression last autumn and while usually my down times last a couple of weeks at most this one has been going on ever since. The good thing is that I have this full psychotherapy going on and even if I still am not really comfortable with it, at least I'm not crying or having anxiety attacks every day any more. Bad thing on the other hand  is that the situation continues be really frustrating and I'm just so done with this stupid feeling and pray I wont have more suicidal thoughts since that's my biggest fear right now.

annnddd that's the reason why my drawing speed has been a lot lower this year haha. So I guess I'll update new pages whenever I manage to draw them, there goes all my hopes and dreams to finally be able to finish that monstrosity known as TSP before summer. Again.

But thank you for are reading this and those reading and commenting my comics, you really make my day every time yeahh. Maybe things look a bit brighter in a few months, you never know.


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Geography student, secretly a humanist who wants to save sharks and hunt tornadoes and watch really bad catastrophe movies for laughs.

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Mostly draws: Detective Conan

other fandoms: Adventure Time, Over the Garden Wall

stalks: Danny Phantom, Free!, Spirou et Fantasio, Doctor Who, Korra, Ben 10, Percy Jackson, art thieves, bronies, wolfaboos, rude people and weird people in the facebook

Oh yeah, sorry guys but if you're going to send chainmails or that kind of things here, I'm going to hide them. It's really sweet but they're usually long and flashy and I just don't like looking at them ok. If you feel terribly offended please say so.

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dreamflyer1100 Featured By Owner Edited Apr 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Can I just say how much reading your work means to me?  I don't have a good relationship with my mom and we end up in fights and arguments all the time that end up in us feeling really pissed off and neither of us ever want to see each other again.  I can't even begin to count the times that I would go on the computer, get on deviantART, and read your comic(s) for hours on end (sometimes reading the same ones over and over).  By the time I'm done, I feel infinitely better.  I know that this must be super cliché and stuff, but, really, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.  I have depression myself, am in therapy (with a therapist) and outpatient (group therapy), so I have a general idea of how you're feeling.  I really hope you feel better.  I look forward to reading more of your comics.
Mareliini Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh noo, I'm so happy you told me that, like it's my dream to make art and stories that make people feel better. And knowing it helps you even a little means so much. It's not cliche at all, it's really super important!

I'm wishing you all the luck, family relationships are difficult and all that shit but you can do it o/ And I really recommend Steven Universe for those down times too, if you haven't watched it yet. It's my go-to series if world is pushing too hard.

Basically just thank you really much your message, I got so happy and I hope you'll have really nice day!
dreamflyer1100 Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for all your wishes!  As for the suggestion, I will totally get started on Steven Universe.  I've been meaning to watch it for a while now!  I wish you luck in your journey with depression!
Guyinabox126 Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015
Have you ever considered getting one of your comics published? Because I've been around the world of webcomics once or twice, and yours are some of the best I've seen.
Mareliini Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
TSP and HiS are fancomics so I don't feel comfortable publishing them. But I'm working on with original story and that would probably get published if there's enough interest idk.

and thank you for you kind words ;A;
TemptydFX Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2015  Student General Artist
Your art is so nice excited happy 
Mareliini Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
oh my god thank you
TemptydFX Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2015  Student General Artist
no problem cx
HaZeArtist Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, and happy very belated birthday Bipolar emote 
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